revising chem was a failure. lets not go into it. =)
those gory pictures i saw yesterday have decided to stay stagnent in my mind. DAMN. i can remember every detail of those pictures. blood gushing wounds, floors covered and smeared with blood, splatter of blood surrounding the area in the picture and DEAD PEOPLE. comment: EEEEEEEEWWW!
hais. i need to push my concentration to hitting the books. WHY only when the exams are over then i'll bother to study? WHY is there such things as EXAMS? WHY stupid things happen during my exams? WHY. . .
WHY is there pain in everyone's hearts? DAMN.
HELLo to the person i'm refering out there. WHERE are u? ARE u still alive? do u STILL bother bout me? PLEASE tell ME ur still somewhere in this cruel world.
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revising chem was terrible. lets not go into it.
WORKing at the car-wash! lalalala~ whoops.
decided to type another entry. why? cause i have NOTHING BETTER TO DO. HEE. oh yea, my budget week was successful. spend less than a dollar one day. hmm.. it's sheer torture though. i didnt get to eat during recess and stuff. thnaks to z0o and amelia, they shared some with me. HEE. YAY!
till now. those gory pictures i saw yesterday at cantonent still stays stagnent in my mind. couldnt forget any of it. DAMN. the blood was...EEEEWW. nicholas even showed us methods on how to slaughter a target. learnt quite abit. HEE. HEE. HEE!
didnt really did much today. 'mugged' thru-out the whole day. hais. what a failure i am. i am a failure. a TOTAL failure. okies. i'll stop down-trodding myself.
i MISS HIM. every second pass ish sheer torture. TELL ME if ur're still ALIVE! ARGH!!
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i'm suppose to do my chemistry revision now. but i got to let this off my chest now. hais.
POKIES.
damn. i haven been talking to him lately. hmm. 3 days in fact. sad. SADNESS. i want to see him again. let alone TALK to him. but i doubt i can. hais. why does this type of things occur at the time where i got to hit the books?! very unfair to me though. this type of situation had already occured to me 5 times already. i cant take this torture anymore.
DAMN.
so far, me chem revision hasnt been quite effective. i need a study group. i need noise. LOL. even with the radio blasting, i still find it too quiet. hais. really want to go to the airport now to study though. la la la la~
gotta mug. i really gotta mug. guess i'll go mug now. since i've typed down what ever i wana say. HEE.
oFF to MUGing.
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today was fun FuN FUN! hahas. when to cantoment [outram.] police hQ today after school. was there for a talk. quite fun though. the sir told us NOT to join illegal society and stuff.. the best part was, we were forced to see gory photos of when some innocent people are killed, slaugthered, whacked. blood was everywhere in the picture. the wounds are godly red. everything was in disorder.
gory i tell you.GORY.
althought the picture content was awfully disgusting, we laughed through out. LOL. one victim looked exactly like luqman. one [a skeleton.] looked exactly like faizal. LOL. saw may Lwin and diana there though. both from beatty secondary. missed them so much in fact. at last we're able to meet. HEE.
after the talk, [bout 4.45pm] amelia, me, shi wei and jacq headed to plaza singapura to window shop. wait. we didnt really window shop. we just hanged around shops talking bout pratically everything. from boyfriends to toilets. HEE. ate chicken rice at the food court at level 4 [i guess.] then all headed home.
i met charlie on the bus tho. LOL. i smiled at him and smiled back.
my mom lectured me when i reached my gran's house soon after. was asked why i was so latehome. i said: the talk ended at 6.30pm. =x
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WHEE. i got new 'darling' le. LOL. he's name is DAvid. hahas. he's a veh funny person. i swore to myself. he'll only be my lao gong. one only. cannot look for more already. sad. LOL.
sad. he didnt sms me today. haiz.
sadness. my back hurts terribly today. had pe. then we're FORCED to build a pyramid with ur bodies. LOL. rosila and z0o[THEY ARE HEAVY.] climbed on t0p of me. i controlled at FIRST. but when rosila clenched my NECK, i felt uneasy all over.[so itchy. LOL.] i started screaming. screamed so loud till most of the people surrounding me stop doing what their doing. LOL. they both then collasped on my back then i screamed even loudER. could take it. my back is already tilted 3 degrees to the left. i guess that just made it worst. damn. and OH YEA. fidaOOZE touched my finger. LOL.
after school i headed to the civil service club to play bowling got a score of 61 then 89. great 'improvement' u might think. played with z0o, me, jameson, jojin, mengket[turtle LEE.] i ranked in 2nd! WHEE! HEE.
i STILL miss you. but do u know that?
I DOUBT SO.
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MY hand. =] 
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during lessons i almost fell asleep, thanks to the stormy weather. so shiok. sitting next to the window isnt such a bad idea after all. hee. i used to detest it so much all thanks to the stinky garbage truck entering our school almost daily. can hardly tolerate the awful fragrance.
school life has been really hit me hard on the back now. all my friends are mugging everyday. while i'm the only one there totally stressed free, looking around for something/someone to play with. i gotta concentrate soon. if this carries on, i'm dead meat. REAL dead meat.
z0o, fir and meE when to bishan. was approached by a lady in her twenties. she shocked us by cutting in our engrossed conversation by screaming 'HI. WOULD U LIKE A SAMPLE?' damn. that totally sent us a shiver down our spine. we delcined her offer though. AWW. sad. but u scare the hell out of us FIRST.
bought nacho-chips at GV. was'nt really enjoying it cause we didnt watch a movie with it. sad. but soon after we found a tv from best? [was it?] tt featured a movie. awfully disgusting. so disgusting tt we headed to the toilet the next moment.
i gotta mug so soon. or else... like i said. i'll be DEAD MEAT.
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say hello to my new blog. heez.. got bored of my d-x layout. so decided to change for a new look. wh0ops. sorries for all tt trouble which i asked u to help me edit in d-x, dray. Hee.. =P this layout took me a whooping 3 hrs to do. aint easy u noe. gotta change the colour and stuff. hee.
my butt hurts now.. guess sitting at the stool isnt such a good idea after all.
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