TRAPPed

2004-12-16T02:57:00.000-08:00

sentosah! please refer to my photo blog for all the photos. =o)

sentosah!

2004-12-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

yay. sorries, i haven been blogging for a very long time. hahas.

well, the past few days i'm stuck at home with nothing to do. thus to avoid blogging on those boring days, i decided i might as well not blog. LOL.

after all those days where i sit at the same place for 16 hours, rotting away, finally, there's something to type about today. =o) yay.

for those who doesnt know or doesnt know the missing letter(*) in the word a*y, please try to avoid part 1 of this entry. why?

well,

firstly, it's draggy.

secondly, you wouldnt want to know about a person who aint pretty but cheats other people's feelings. right? am i right?

part 1.

amy first planned an outing to sentosah with only 3n1 (2004) mates. if u didnt know, i was from 3n2. thus she didnt invite me at all. i didnt mind it at first, but after boasting with me everytime she logs on, i got pretty pissed off. so, clever(hee.) me, i have decided to plan an outing to sentosah (also) on the same day. hee.

so zoo, wei young, amelia, abigial decided to head off to sentosah today.

siti and fitria were going with a*y (see, her name is covered so well. hee.) at first. but yesterday night, a*y told siti at the last minute that her mom doesnt allow her to go for her planned outing. i mean. dont you find it weird?! she planned it, asked so many people to attend this outing (hee. majority rejected her.), took the afford to boast to me and even had an overnight stay all were just for nothing? i mean, wouldnt she think about those people who agreed to go with her the next day, be disappointed?

you might think, why would this hideous pig bother bout this feller?

well, i was cheated by her thrice already. all outings are planned by her. she organised it, she begged me to go. i agreed. but on that day itself, while i'm about to leave the house, she'll simply sms me with just a message stating, 'my mom dont allow me to go lah. so i cannot go leh.'

hello, dear princess. come on. for 3 bloody times, i have been cheated by you once and over again with the same old tactic. cant you think of better ones?

ok. since she said she couldnt go, siti and fitria decided to go out with us. after a*y knew they are coming along with us, she then told siti that she will be able to go.

WHAT'S THE MEANING OF THAT? you stupid cow.

part 2

okies. since i have let out all my anger on a*y, i've decided to rant on my trip to sentosah! LOL. why an 'h' behind? well, in cantonese, sah means sand. and i had alot of sand stuck in my thongs (slippers.), my bag (i have a bag of sand now. no wonder so heavy when i got back home.), my shorts, my tee, my camera, my blah blah blah. aiya. overall, everything i bought to sentosah is dipped with sand. hee.

the trip there was boring. very boring. brandon came along with us too. but sadly, me and zoo noticed that he only speaks mostly to amelia only. he doesnt even breathe a word to wei young. LOL.

the fun only started when we where at siloso. =oD we played the sah, the water and the coconut trees. hee. bout an hour later under the blazing sun, wei young and me decided to go explore sentosa and fill our empty stomachs. hee.

off we went. boarding the bus to the ferry terminal or rather 'ferari terrmienalll.' (which the speaker always announce with a weird accent on the monorail when we reach a stop.) hahas. we feasted on our bk meals and headed to this 'no-one-really-walks-here' area of sentosa. we past the orchid farm. (only, a couple groping each other there. and on one else.) past the volcano land. (they had fake lookalike dinosaurs!) and stragely, we walked past a horse range. =oD me, being extremly excited when i saw the horses, decided to enter the range and take a closer look. hee.

the range was pretty quiet. but many horses where there and the aroma there was unforgetable. it was so bloody stink. we took a horse ride there. hee. then back to siloso beach once again to meet up with the rest who are at that time, still swimming and playing the waters there. =o
fir, zoo, melia and abigial where hungry soon after and we left siloso for the butterfly park. yay. wei young and me alighted at the butterfly park only. why? well, we were not really hungry anymore and we dont really wanna see them eat while we rot away. hee. we brought ice cream along the way (rum and raisins!) and noticed that we had to pay a fee of 10 mighty bucks to access in. (10 bucks? i rather save it for my new soccer ball. hee.) so while enjoying our ice cream, we walked towards the merlion.

took a few pictures there and went in the merlion shop. WAH. the shop was stuff with loads of stuff. we amused ourself with the toys and stuff. hee. (yes. i am a childish prick.) the tourist thought our wire where loose or something by giving us weird stares. LOL. i wanted to buy a sea mermaid for D this christmas. but nahs, i guess i'll go hunt for D's present tomorrow. hee.

we met up with zoo and the rest and then headed home. along the way, we took a group photo of clique-five. hooray! at last. a group photo. usually, i'm not inside. (cause i take the photo ma.) plus, we took those shots at the female toilet! cool eh? LOL.

part 3

to cut everything short, we had loads of fun, fun and nothing else but FUN! hee.

photos would be uploaded tomorrow, if i reach home by 5. hee.

D: oei. what you want? boxers sounds good to you? LOL.

quiz!

2004-12-12T22:05:00.000-08:00

ma quiz!

do do do! hahas.

dumberer.

2004-12-09T02:03:00.000-08:00

hahas. its been a ong time since i logged on irc. and i didnt regret it. LOL.

look at this. i'm newsh.

[17:59] sokei> so ur ht and wt?
[17:59] newsh> 193
[17:59] newsh> 33
[17:59] sokei> u are tal but very light
[17:59] sokei> y ah
[18:00] newsh> i'm not sure
[18:00] newsh> too much of tofu i guess
[18:00] sokei> oic
[18:00] sokei> u eat many tofu mah
[18:00] newsh> tofu can make you fart out gas that will make u lose weight.
[18:00] newsh> yesh
[18:00] newsh> AOT.
[18:00] newsh> *ALOT
[18:00] sokei> oic

blah
blah
..
.

[18:04] sokei> but u go out at night?
[18:04] newsh> used to.
[18:05] sokei> oic
[18:05] sokei> y not nowadays?
[18:05] newsh> =o)
[18:05] newsh> why the question?
[18:05] newsh> oh
[18:05] sokei> just ask lor
[18:05] newsh> nahs.
[18:05] sokei> bored at night can ask friens go ut mah
[18:05] newsh> my height scares everyone.
[18:06] newsh> so i rather stay at home.
[18:06] sokei> oic

see how dumb peple these days are? isnt realistic aint it? 193cm 33kg? if thats a fact i'll might have been a living stick. omg. save this people.

2004-12-09T00:20:00.000-08:00

Tom Memphis
Vinyl Figure

The mad geniuses over at Spanky/Headlock Studio strike again with Tom Memphis. Toms got a head for legs. Open Tom up and put a weight inside; Tom will wobble but he won't fall down!

Comes with what appears to be a latex stand. What the hell were they thinking? Who cares? It's brilliant!

omg. it's beeaauutifull!

eh.

2004-12-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

from the dic.

1. la la

fuck you
Lala is a nicer way of saying you want to fuck someone. Sang by Ashlee Simpson.

"You make me wanna LaLa in the kitchen on the floor"
"You make me wanna fuck you in the kitchen on the floor"

so. la la!

i hate you prickers!

2004-12-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

i hate immitations. i hate people who has no originality. i hate them. i detest them!

many a times, people like these are ought to be brought to the room with leeches.

why?

o1. leeches wouldnt die of extinction.
o2. these people would then be cleansed.

these people are full of shit. they are people around us. lack of originality, creativity and IQ. but, they do have only one thing in mind.

'i love to copy!'

these people are also very clingy. (at first.) they try to squeeze out every detail from you, befriend you, be your dog (see how low their pride is.) and even hail to you whenever they see you. till they got what they wanted, THEY COPY. i can make a list of this pricks. but, since christmas is coming soon, i guess i'll just spare them a chance on being in the 'i-am-a-copy-prick' list for now.

by the way, my christmas cards are rotten.

HO HO HO

2004-12-07T01:43:00.000-08:00

yes. i am here to declare i'm broke once again.

bought a design book on designs. (obviously.) 12 whole bucks + my school books. yay.

and i've got to thank the great ol' myserious one for that five figurines of (guess.) tofu man! hooooray! hee.

i'm starting on my christmas cards soon. bought all the materials. hee. so happy. so those who gave me their addresses, wait for it's arrival! =oD

HO HO FU!

love or lust.

2004-12-05T20:07:00.000-08:00

yay. i had plan out my new year resolutions already. this is ought for a celebration!

o1. no fast food. yesh. NO.
o2. read 150 novels.
o3. score at least 3 As for my n level?
o4. crap everyday.
05. be a vegan. =o]
o6. not to fall. in love.

what's with number six? well, i dont want to be hurt again. though everyone knows being loved and to love someone is one big great thing. but in my opinion, i find that love is just something that people likes to show off with. i am not saying that love isnt important for us people and i am not envious of people out there who are in love.

like today, i saw this couple at the bus stop smooching each other non-stop. unlucky for those elderly folk and me, we have to bear the sight of them groping each other and smooching like no one's there. old elderly woman even stated aloud in cantonese. 'this people doeant know the word called embaressment. so young go around kissing people.' after hearing that, i wanted to give her a big high five, but to avoid her from getting a sudden heart attack, i think i rather not.

ask yourself. the boy/girl you are madly in what you call 'love' now, are you really in love with him or is he/she just an infatuation?

single is good. you get to have fun with your friends and there's no need to report to your 'over-sensitive' boyfriend/girlfriend, where you go and etc. you can go whereever you like and you will be free from those 'i-miss-him/her-so-much' thoughts. this will only cause that somebody to feel hurt, stupid and useless.

i am not pin pointing at anyone or anything. this are just my own mindless thoughts that are in my phewty brain now.

well, good luck with your so called love.

=oD

2004-12-04T03:06:00.000-08:00

wad luck.

i was packing my room today when i saw three long legged spiders 8 short legged spiders, 1 mosquitoe (apparently, still not dead yet.) and one 2 inched lizard.

melia, dont worry. there were no roaches. =oD

i didnt know my room was so bloody dirty. well, its all cleaned up now. nice and clean. yay! all thanks to magic clean! =o]

hmm. guess i'll go paste all the post cards i've stolen from the school library on my wall now. =o]

cheerios!

=o(

2004-12-04T02:00:00.000-08:00

=o(

dont ask me why. blame it on action city.

release day.

2004-12-02T19:49:00.000-08:00

muahahas. today is the day i'm letting my poor tofu out from tt whore center, action city!

the tofu man there are treated like whores. arranged in a 'come and get me. i'm cheap!' order. pity them so much. gotta get them fast. befroe they land on the hands of those chee ko pehs.

quote from david. 'sadist'

hmm. do i sound like one? or izzit because of this sudden infatuation. =o

well. anyways. tofu man here i come!

zzz.

2004-12-01T23:35:00.000-08:00

i'm broke once again. nvm. save up next week. bought alot of things.

3 limited edition archie comics.
rum and raisin ice cream.
a brown notebook. YAY!
a pilot G1 pen.

hmm. alot eh?

TOFU!

2004-12-01T02:09:00.000-08:00

yay. revamp my blog.

dear tofu man,

you are my everything. my love for you ish like the size of million pieces of tofu. i am so in love with you! yay!

eh. okies. i'll stop. back to today rant, i have changed my blog template once again. wait. i have already said that. ho hum. nvm.

life's been a real bore for me lately. slopping around (at the same time rotting.) isnt really helping me. i haven touched my books for years. gotta do that one day. but the sight of it is like forcing me to eat smelly tofu. the rotteness of it plus the awful stench. yuck.

didnt talk to much people recently. seldom sms, chat on the phone nor even talk to any of my friends face to face. i miss them loads. loads. LOADS. but nvm. i'll be going shopping with zoo tomorrow! yay. (yay? i am bout to be broke once again. sighs.)

oh yea. look at the dragonfly i took on the bus today. i scare the hell outta me. i didnt notice it fluttering around my back. until it flew near my ear. i screamed tho. hee.

well, that's bout all. boring rite? yeah. i know.

toodle-do!

2004-12-01T01:54:00.000-08:00

look what i saw in the bus today. =o] LOL.

fat toots.

2004-11-30T04:40:00.000-08:00

i've decided. to go single. i found out something about men. they are true ass holes. well, a majority are. they melt your hearts first. then later when they got bored of your silly thoughs and lame jokes, we just walk you off.

where have all the stupid nerds gone to?!

ATTENTION NERDS: innocent girls want you. stop hiding in ur pad cramped with rusty books.

bad guys hurt.
dont tink you dont.
your are the majority i'm refering bout.
dont pout
it wont help.

dont tink ur cute.
seeing you, i would puke.
sorries, if i'm too rude.
cause u started it first.
u neurotic fat toot.

girls please do hear me out.
not all guys out there are here to help.
they melt your precious hearts at the starting,
but after, u'll soon start crying.
they are just stupid fools.
which fool us girls
till we drool.
dont fall into he's trap.
he's just a bastard who only know how to rap.
all the shit he sprouts,
are all.
bean sprouts?

hmm. long one. i dont know wad made me compose this. i aint to sexist. LOL.

everyone wants to eat tofu!

2004-11-30T00:50:00.000-08:00

my one eyed coussie, chio bu and hideous me.

2004-11-30T00:46:00.000-08:00

see that guy? he ish gay. i am for sure.

santa santa satan.

2004-11-29T04:49:00.000-08:00

santa,

if your ever gonna read this (which i doubt u would), i would love to show you my christmas list. though ur busy with your elves making toys and gifts, relax and allow yourself to take some off some time from ur very busy schedule and read this pleasant blog from yours truly.

i cant ask for much. i am a very humble bitch. i am also apologising for things i shouldnt have done this year. but to keep it to you and me, i rather not list it here. thus, this will be our little secret. =o]

ok. now back to my list, here goes.

o1. everyone to be happy this christmas.

o2. everyone would be with their love ones celebrating with a big huge fat turkey on
their table.

o3. may all fat dicks and bitches be forgiven.

o4. to clean up what i have done wrong. very wrong.

o5. one tofu man. (i've decided to start a collection soon.)

lastly,

o6. get to see thee person i want to see so much again. =o[

santa, i know your sighing now. sorries for adding up the load behind ur back. you can ignore this list if you want.

afterall, i am only a wishful thinking bitch.

ps. i'll leave you a glass of water. (i'm broke. so erm. no cookies or milk. toilet water is good you know?)

and one more thing.
everyone thinks you dont exist. make us, freaking brats, believe you do. =o]

all hail tofu man.

2004-11-29T02:10:00.000-08:00

tofu man! i want it so badly. =o]

buck english.

2004-11-27T21:27:00.000-08:00

after reading other people's blog. i find that english is still far from good. damn. i need to buck up soon. or i'll end up at stinking china. hais.

decided not to reply anyone's sms. not in the mood today. apparently for no reasons, i feel so fucking sad. AHHH. i'm going crazy this christmas season.

listening to the radio now. 'simppllyyy having a woonderful christmas time'. what shit. that sounds like hilary duff. =o
eh. bored. no chalet this year. hais. this monotonous life is killing me. elp. elp.

=o(

i am to blame.

2004-11-25T18:11:00.000-08:00

yawns. thanks to you wei young. for sneezing in front of me more than 9 times. now. my nose is running. cannot stop it. worst still. its raining now. WAH. i'm dying le la. cold + shivering + rotting. hmm. but i tink its my fault too. LOL. i stood to close to you. should have stood a meter away. =o
'Mostly, people will mix up memories and feelings.. Because of the great memories they had, they will think that actually they still have feelings for that person.. Actually it's all wrong.. Memories is memories.. Feelings is feelings.. Do not mix them up.. They always confuse people.. Actually, the feelings return because you just think of the memories and not the feelings still return.. Its actually a 'fake feeling.' Try hard to get on and over with those fake feelings and you'll see the truth and the real surface of the problem..' quote from melia's blog.

hmm. this sounds really familiar. LOL. thanks to you. i got over it. =o] YAY!

may lwin and fizz has gone to monk's hill to attend the nco camp there. i'll miss them ALOT. no one to crap with online already. total sadness. hais. well. i guess i'll just sit and wait and rot for their arrival home. come back soon ya'll! =o]

got the photos in my photo blog le. one feller tagged me ': what do you mean by 'fat'and'flat'? '

this fella either ish really dumb. OR he ish a pervertic physco. if u really wanna noe. y didnt u leave your name?! then mayb i'll define to you clearly. LOL.

wah. my nose ish running for the past hour now. and i cant believe it. i cried yesterday night. but i dunno wad for. no. this is not lame. i call it emotional clash. LOL.

i gotta buck up my english really soon. mayb i'll start reading the dick today. =o]

AHCHOO!

i had fun. but if ur there, it'll be much better, =o[

2004-11-24T04:15:00.000-08:00

yay! headed to sentosa today. hahas. so fun. play with the sand. the sea. the bridge and abigial. LOL. fun! ppl who went to sentosa were amelia, abigial [melia's sista], z0o, wei young and me. LOL.

me and wei young were screaming at the top of our heads when z0o and melia were catching live creatures. [smalls one. LOL.]

wait. amelia just told me that the prawn died. thanks to the crabs. wasted. the shrimp as a 1.5 inches long shrimp. and yet. i died. not in my hands. sad.

nvm. back to were i was saying, we caught a 2 crabs, 1 shrimp and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of hermit crabs. into the keropi pail that abigial brought along. we were all drench from top to toe by then. LOL.

tired and hunger we all headed home. LOL. actually we wanted to eat kfc at boon keng. but then my mama scolded me and wanted me home right away. left with no choice. i headed home relectantly. LOL.

eh. when it was my stop, i stood up. and OMG. one wet patch there. this malay woman stared at me, then to z0o and back to me again. lOL. i ran out quickly to avoid more embaressment. LOL.

lalal. so tired. YAWNS. hahas. will be uploading the pictures at my photo blog guess tomorrow night? HEE. please await for its arrival. LOL. HEE.

yawns.

2004-11-22T21:52:00.000-08:00

moo moo! i miss you!! AH!!!!

1204.

2004-11-22T01:52:00.000-08:00

1204.
do you know wad it's for?
i dunno either.
dont ask this bitch
cause i dont really wanna tell you.
you dumb fat dick.

we do dare.
we dont care.
its just a number.
keep it with you.
tt's it.

dont you distroy it.
dont u dare.
i'll come right back at you.
BEWARE.

sounds weird. but who cares?! =\ LOL. lalala. i guess i'm staying over at my gran's house today. accompany her. =o] wonder why the sudden 'good ol' leslee?' there's cable telly and computer for me! YAY! LOL.

thursday! thursday!! it the day we're going to sentooooooooosa! WHEE! hahas.

FIZZ!

2004-11-21T18:03:00.000-08:00

muahahas. long time no blog. HEE. yesterday i headed to bishan to meet up with fizz and may lwin. took neoprint there. LOL. nice!

after that we heded to fizz house. WAH. two storey le. this filthy rich bastard. has three tvs, 4 computers and 2 play stations. sadly. the ps 2 was spoilt. we played games on the telly at first. wad game? WWF? WWE? aiya. who cares. i suck at it. LOL. we were pretty shocked that may lwin watches wrestling. -_-" beware of her. she knows her moves. LOL.

we ate at his house soon after and then went to play his computer. LOL. lended me his account to play RO. i died four times. =\ may lwin played for me and she only died twice. -_-" now i know why fizz calls me LOUSY! indeed i am one lousy bitch. HEE.

after all that, we went upstairs to see his room. was it NEAT! LOL. drawings of ninjas and weird people everywhere. LOL. all drew by his little brother. fa---- something. LOL. nice! hisbrother's room ish totally different. it kinda looks like the streets in LA. graffitis on the wall. the bed right in front of the computer. posters everywhere. [even one on his ceiling.] and photos of his girlfriend and him. now then i realise. fizz ish much more handsome. LOL. there's also a fridge upstairs. -_-" where they store all their junk food in. LOL. nice! i want to live there! so cool. HEE.

fizz sent us to the bus stop and then may lwin and me aboard the bus and off we went. towards home sweet home. =o]

one more thang. i want tt bloody password to tt RO account. LOL.

INCREDIBLES

2004-11-19T05:39:00.000-08:00

la la la la. watch thee incredibles today! YAY! lol. so funny. there's this trailer befroe the show bout the sheep and the bunny. LOL. bounce. bounce. lets bounce around. LOL. nice!

went to this toy shop today. LOL. there's this book. hahas. a book that would have sound effects when u place the pen on the pictures. COOL. i want it for christmas!!!!! there's this conductor in the band who farts when i place the pen on him tho. LOL.

i'm pretty late today. LOL. we wanted to catch the movie at 3.10. but thanks to the hour long bus trip, we're too late for tt. catched the 4.50 one. after the show i walked all the way back to the bus stop and waited impatiently for the bus. LOL. man, was i late. my mom yelled at me from the phone. EEP.

my mom called thrice. she didnt talk. she didnt talk sweetly. all was yelling. i got so freaked out. LOL. but when i reach home, my granny was so concern! FIRST TIME! LOL. and my mom gave a black face. dont dare to look at her face to face. LOL. but when i got home. not a single nagging! YAY! wait. but i'm not so sure she will later. LOL.

lalala. overall i had plenty of fun! YAy!

hiking! WHEE!

2004-11-18T04:37:00.000-08:00

muahahahs. i'm back. with words. no more pictures i guess. hahas. and yay! my photo blog ish out and ready to be spotted. LOL.
[link ish at the bottom of this page.]

yesterday we squadmates had the time of our lives. hahas.

we walked for 11km. and yes. our legs were numb and sore after that hike. my 'just-washed' white sneakers were brown in colour after that hike. ahhas. i get to hold mdm's hands! LOL! amelia go jealous. then i hold hers. then jacq was pale like shyt. so i hold hers and then back to mdm again. and amelia got jealous and hold her hands again. aiya. it was a circular process. LOL. i am so famous! LOL. HEE. jkjk.

after that hike, we in group of 10? headed to toa payoh. ate looonggg john silver there. hahas. ate till veh full. not sure y. only a set. LOL. usually that could only fill a quarter of our stomachs. LOL.

we headed to cheng jin's house after tt. hahas. played gb. AHH!!!! so long didnt play le. zhong yi ish a pro i tell you. hahas.

got tired and sleepy after playing gb too much. LOL. then we all headed home. LOL.

thee end.

2004-11-17T23:11:00.000-08:00

last post before my cam went out of juice.

muahaha...

2004-11-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

santa. dont kill me. cause i did something real bad this christmas.

david. dont kill me. LOL. =/ hahas.

2004-11-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

2004-11-16T02:27:00.000-08:00

woah bright.

muahahas. see how bored i am now?!

2004-11-14T01:24:00.000-08:00

you gave me hope.
you gave me love.
you bought me things i could never dream of.

but as time goes by.
temptaion arrives.
you and me head off our separate ways.
looking for people who would make us gay.
unlucky for me,
i couldnt find another one.
you did. and now ur stuck with
she, she and (who else?) she.

i regretted that we parted.
walking aimlessly in the park,
i farted. [eh? cannot find other word to rhyme la.]
people stared at me curiously.
i didnt give a heck care
even if their tom, dick or harry.

now i hope you know how boring life is.
sticking in front of the telly,
wasnt what i expected, you see.
alll i think about is you.
yes you, fat bastard.
its you.

nike tee! MY NIKE TEE!

2004-11-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

today went out with my mom to suntec. HEE.

just as we stepped into the entrance of the mall, a guy approached us. he says 'hahas. hello. hahas. u wanna come and do a scanning whether u do have cancer or not? hahas. 5 dollars per person. hahahas.'

my mom was 'eh?! okies.'

so we followed him. while walking. he asked my mom. 'so ish this ur ..... daughter right? hahas.'

'yea. she ish.'

'wah. i almost tho she's ur sister.'

i was thinking. 'do i look so old. u stupid cow.' btw. 'good sweet talker. DAMN. and my mom fell for it.'

he talked to us bout the stupid product his company was selling. and kept praising my mom on how pretty she was. my mom. a feller who only buys a product ish when someone says: 'WOAH! u look so young. your daughter looks like ur sister to me.'

WHY DO YOU ASS HOLES COMPAIR ME WITH HER?! AH!!!

she ended up buying a multivit for herself and some stupid vit that help me in my brain. tt bloddy thang cost her 70 bucks. stupid mom. whoops.

after all that, i bought a nike tee! so chio. [the picture ish below this entry. =o)] HEE. so nice! muahahas.

2004-11-13T04:11:00.000-08:00

eh. mens tee. but who cares?! LOL.

i'm such a disgrace.

2004-11-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

eh. woke up bright and early today. but. after all that rest. my feet are still stiff and numb. damn. at bout 12 i headed off to my granmama's house.

waiting patiently for the bus. tt patience lasted for an hour. during that hour, a china man who has a 'qi kor peh lookalike' approached me. [wad luck.]

he asked. 'ni chi dao ba shi 33 ke yi dao wu long ma?'

i was. 'ha?'

he repeated. '33 hao. ke yi dao wu long ma?'

i was tinking. 'WAD THE HELL ISH WU LONG?!'

avoiding him from repeating the third time, i replied 'eh. i dont know sorries. u ask the auntie behind me.'

he gave a auntie a disgusted look. i wonder why. he didnt ask her tho. and he replied me 'aiya. si nu hai. hua wen ye bu zi dao.' [translate: stupid girl. cheena also dunno.]

when i heard tt i almost raise form my sit and give a box on his qi kor peh face. but in order not to pull down the population of tourism in singapore, i didnt. HEE.

soon, the bus arrived and phew! it was so bloody crowded. adding me in the capacity wasnt a good thing. hahas. alighted two stops after. and waited for another bus. 155. damn. this took even longer to arrive. an hour and fifteen minutes. hais. bus finally came and i board it.[OBVIOUSLY.]

my bro just came back from overseas. so now this stuck to his good ol' companion and thus leave me with nth better to do at my granmama's house. YAWNS.

i guess i'll stop here. this crap on today ish making me feeling yawny.

my numb legs.

2004-11-11T05:08:00.000-08:00

WAH. really wanna chop down my legs le. HEE. so pain. so numb. eH? if its numb i wont feel a thing. LOL. eh. anyways. had so much fun today! ah!! LOL!

headed to mac for the npcc meeting at 11am. i tot mr oh was there. but later found out that stupid oh isnt coming. wad an ass hole he ish. ask us sign the consent form then go home. tomorrow go back mac and return the form back to him. ass. u think i have so much time? eh.. maybe. but i rather go stone at home than head back to skool! hahas. so. we forged. amelia's singature of her mom's was so huge.eh. pretty fake. mine didnt look like my mom's. but overall look pretty real la. LOL. afetr all tt. we headed to orchard. in a group of ten.

first stop.

head to taka first. meet jacq's brother whose working at best denki. eh. dunno y go there also. LOL. got to watch a small part of van helsing. so nan kan. gory i tell you. EEEE.

second.

headed to heeren. took neo prints there. LOL. nice sia. tho i spoilt the whole picture. hahahs. and yes. after spending on the prints. i'm broke. left with only $3.30.

third.
walked with shi wei to somerset mrt [she need to rush to novena]. see so good pei ta. hahas. la la la. then i walked back to heeren. to meet the rest.

forth.
sitting at the 'sats' over there for an hour. boring i tell you. but. there's mtv on! hahas. i sang every song which was played. most were saying. EEE pian tai de! LOL. zhong yi commented i sing like daph. EEE. LOL. all insults! hahahahas!

fifth.
decided to leave that place and then head off to east coast. hahas. met david there. LOL. we from pit 4 walked to pit 40. -_-" my legs killed me. then after that we sat at the sandy beach. then walk back to mairne parade.

sixth.
all waited patiently at the bus stop. the stupid alvin was acting cool all the time. cannot tahan. every song he sang was out of tune. wanted to correct him. but. aiya. i rather not la. pai seh myself only. LOL. alvin stated. 'take with us bus 13. tt bus would take u to parkway parade. that ass hole. the bus turned before parkway. so me and david had to walk all the way to marine parade. by that time. my legs were numb le.

seventh.
desperate to find a seat to sit down, we ended up at isetan shoe department. are we desperate or wad?! hahas. then walked around that area. then headed back home. HEE.

one more thing. we all played a trick on alvin. his pants were loose. so pull it down. yesh. i mean down. LOL! at the mrt station platform le. LOL! hahahas. so many were staring. hahas.

one more thang. jacq wasnt herself le. so moody. nv talk to me. =o[ dunno y le. hope i didnt do anything wrong. ahhas.

one more thang. [alright. this ish the last.] i love today! AH!!!!!!! LOL!

lalala

2004-11-10T07:35:00.000-08:00

it seems like you're not the same to me anymore.
why's that?
the echo of that ish played has an encore.
sad as it may seem.
u dont seem to admit it.
i just wanna see that beam u use to give me.

AH!! ryming day. cant stop it. dont mind eh? LOL. hahahaahahahhaahs. 3 ppl called me holy today. hais. i dont wanna be holy. i wanna be holey! i made alot of encouraging words to ppl who look down on themselves. they reply back:

'u also got look down on urself wad.'

'where got?'

'u not so fat but claim urslef as a fat bitch.'

'aiya. u need to wear specs la. in fact. u need it asap.'

the particular feller just shut his mouth. dunno y. but anyways. who cares?

ho ho ho.

2004-11-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

all i want for christmas ish my two front teeth....

that was way back. HEE. lalala.

this year. my wish for christmas ish world peace. hmm. maybe not. too common.

aal the nerds out from my class? eh? save tt for next yr la.

i know!!!

i want a lomo action sampler camera!! ah!!! so cute! HEE.

but too bad. santa doesnt exist. and. secondly. no one would buy one for me. lalala. guess i'm asking for tt much for my christmas present. HEE. guess i'll go think of another christmas wish. HEE. i know!

get to see everyone from my contact list! hahahas.

crapp.

2004-11-10T03:09:00.000-08:00

thank you for calling me that.
now i've changed.
dont ask me why.
i'm just following that crap you said.

i hate the way u talk.
i hate the way u speak.
i hate the way u look.
u cant blame me.

today was actually the happiest day of my life.
u changed it, u should know why.
but after this all have turn differently.
i'll just stay still and sit silently.
thats how u want me to be.
i'll be what u want me to be.

so. dont blame me.

this ish just a stupid poem as u can see.

hais. meet theodore and may lwin today. didnt have as much fun as i expected. what happen today its all above. i dont want to elaborate no more.

nv call me siao.

2004-11-09T01:08:00.000-08:00

name me stupid
name me lame
name me anything you want
i'll still be the same.

call me crazy
call me mad
dont call me siao
or else i'll freak out just like that.

EH. i know i suck at rhyming. LOL. cant help it. this idea came from david. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

whoops. so long didnt post le. LOL.

2004-11-08T04:59:00.000-08:00

HEE. sorries to people that reads my blog frequently. hahas. recently haven really got the mood to blog. lazy i guess. HEE.

lei ho ma?

made a new blog today. just for photos. hahas. but gotta find a better skin tho. i wonder how theodore find those really nice blogskins. i can nv fnd them in blogskins.com. SAD eh?

sake bao meh?

eh. the past few days i've been really bored. rotting at home with nth to do. YAWNS. HELP AH! yuHOO! anyone heard me?! i'm rotting! AH!!

hou fai bat tin lu. hais. hou dam soum.

played with quite afew ppl yahoo pool recently. can spot how bored i am now?! AH!! the pro-est ish de ming. WAH. trash me with 6 games. then i trash back. hEE. MUAHAHAHAHA!

lei siu hou da sang wor.

yes. one more thing. my cantonese suck. thankew. =o]

AH! can u hear me? i'm dying! i NEED you! EEP.

money no more.

2004-11-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

headed to tampines again. two times a row. bored sia. YAWNS.

yesterday didnt get the chance to blog cause the internet connection had some problem. headed to tampines yesterday. HEE. got myself a bling bling. an earring i wanted so long ago. HEE. and yes. i bought one only. not a pair. no money left in me la. HEE. i need a job. a nine to five one.

i've calculated. imma gonna save exactly s$2980.30 for all the thangs i need for next year. HMM. this ish gonna take me at least a few years before i can save this type of money. my friend asked me to go for prositution to get money. but aiya. i this type who want?!

lala~! moo moo hasnt been washed for 2 weeks. whoops. HEE.

from monday onwards i'll be given 3 bucks a day. a week = 15. [excluding weekends.] 7 more weeks before school starts. so erm. 15 times 7? how much ar? wait. i'll go get the calculator. HEE. AH! 105. so little. hais.

2980.30-105=2875.3

gawd. i have still a long way to go. a very long way. hais. i need money. can someone pity me here and give me some?!

WAH. my 7.50 pretty worth today.

2004-11-04T04:39:00.000-08:00

imma broke le. hais. watched two movies this week. HEE. but nvm. HEE. i'll get money from my mom....

soon.

watched shark tale today. hahas. working at the car wash, woah woah woah yeahee yeahee yeah. wei young complianed that i was very irritating while we were watching the movie. hahas. i was singing to the song AND laughing out loudly. LOUDLY i tell you. hahas. watched with z0o, fir and wei young. HEE. we had lots of fun i guess. HEE. after that movie, we took the life down to the basement.

there was already two guys in the lift when we entered. they were having their engrose conversation.

the taller one: if u dont watch it in the threatre, u wont have any feelings for the sound effects.

shorter one: wad feeling?

all four of us just stood there. pretending not to be kaypos.

taller one: the feeling in the threatre la.

shorter one: wad feeling you talking bout?

taler one: the feeling lo. you dont feel anything mehx?

shorter one: wad feeling?

they squabble bout half a minute on their topic called 'who got wad feeling?'.

i was there unable to control already. my face was hot red and wanted to burst out laughing at the dumb ass who ish talking to a dumber ass.

soon after. i cannot tahan le.. i burst got laughing facing the taller guy.then z0o also laughed [not as bad as me. she turned back and laugh. but then there's a mirror behind her.]fir also started laughing. wei young joined in too.

when we reached the basement 2 floor. we all squeezed out from the lift. the two fellers left first and then we burst out laughing so loudly. when we got out of the corridor, the two guys where standing looking at us. EEP. we all headed to the toilet then headed home.

eh? dont get me? i dont get myself either.

all together now: DADEEYA! dancing in september.

2004-11-03T02:13:00.000-08:00

ba do do. ba do do. SEPTEMBER!

HEE. today ish like the replay of yesterday's lesson. just as boring. i was stoning there. talking to nobody. listening to nobody. looking at nobody. [guowei tot i was posses-ed.] but only was thinking of one thing.

curry mee at my primary skool! hahas.

planned last night to head on down to my primary skool with eda, mabel and florence. HEE. i asked them whether they wanted to go on wednesday. they say OOR YEAH! HEE.

and after all that boring leeson [the lesson was more of a torturing one. i didnt eat till 12 plus. before i almost died of starvation], me and eda met up and then headed to the geylang east library to meet mabel. read all teh little miss and mr books. i was about to eat up the books when we three decided to go to our primary skool.

CANOSSA CONVENT PRIMARY SKOOL.

asked the uncle who guards the gate.

he said. 'eh, they having exams la. come for what?'

HEE. we replied sweetly 'uncle ar. we wanna see mrs geh la let us in LE.' [i wanted to add the 'bu yao zhe yang la.' but didnt. LOL.]

HE said 'she's not in la. next time la.'

we then say 'at least let us go canteen to eat la!'

after much persuade-tion, he let us in. HEE. we ate curry mee. and other stuff. at the price of less than 2 dollars! hahahs! so cheap. call us cheapos for all u want. HEE. the food was great! HEE.

after all that, eda and florence headed to orchard. mabel headed somewhere else to meet her church friend. and me?

why would you wanna noe? =oX

$6.50 for a piece of shit.

2004-11-02T02:32:00.000-08:00

had lessons as usual again. LALA. sadly, amelia and zuhairah wasnt there to join the 'fun'. wei long was sitting in front of me. deep shit i tell you. i asked guo wei to sit next to time to ask him shud up. kumar. who was sitting next to me, was complaining to me that his gay and he has a mouth of a chatterbox.

and DUDE, HE WAS SO RIGHT.

he irritated me and kumar for the whole two periods of math. i cannot tahan sia. he was like KUMAR. KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR KUMAR [ eh. guess its more than tt.]

wad i did during lessons today.

maths = asking wei long to shud up.
art = sneak out to take photos. HEE
social studies. = laughed at guo wei the whole period. got scolded by him and the hay hairr. HEE.

after all tt, me z0o and wei yang went to ps to catch a movie. HEE. watch ladder 49. EH. WAH. the show so nice till we all almost slept. me and z0o headed to the loo cause she needed to take a crapper. went back soon after to make our $6.50 worth. when wei yang asked which part was the nicest.z0o replied. 'when me and leslee headed to the toilet the time.

so much for our $6.50.

after that we all walked all the way to lido that side and walk around. EH. didnt buy a single stuff. go there touch here and there. and then went to our seperate ways to head on home. wad a dumb ass was i. i walked from wheellock place till cineleisure there just to take bus 65. WAD A DUMB ASS. wa lau. took me 10 mins to get there. [by legs. wait. its foot.] went i reach there, i was sweating like a pig. HEE. got home and kana scolded by my momee.

she said: where ya go?
i said: skool la. i so guai. HEE.

U ARE SOOOOOOOOOO DEAD.

2004-11-01T04:36:00.000-08:00

didnt understand what i said? LET ME REPEAT MYSELF.

'YOU, a farking ass would perish in into dust. I HATE YOU. WAY TOO MUCH. u LIED TO ME. i'll NEVER FORGIVE YOU.'

get it now?!

woahhhh wo-ahhh wo-ahhh

2004-11-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

got to addicted to nina sky's latest hit.. HEE. i only noe one word from there. HEE. the rest are in spanish. hahas.

went to irc today. persuaded by this feller. HEE. majority of the ppl i talked to are pian tais.[perverts.] i was asking ppl to join my friends channel when one reply me.

'hello handsome. wanna have fun?'

i kept quiet.

'go to this website. www.***skool.com now. u'll have ur pleasure.'

i replied 'hello darling.'

'imma gurl LA.'

guess she got frightened or something. didnt reply back le. SAD.

headed straight home after sk0ol. 'i wanna go out..!!' 'i wanna go out!!!' turn out i suggested: town? tampines? toa payoh? all say 'DONT WANT.' knowing that i'll burst if i stayed further, i headed home. HEE. they rest also. hahahas. eH. amelia and brandon went to buy swimming trunks. WAH lau. for a trunk we all clique-FIVVE head home. no offence la amelia or brandon. but aiya. clique-five so long didnt go out le. =o[

today had lessons as normal. no more fir. SADNESS. but kumar was in my class. YAY! i forced him to talk to moo MOO while i did my maths. LOL. he obidiently did. HEE. i called terence a fucking horse. YAY!

[to terence: u deserved to be called that. u are too much of fucking bastard going around calling ppl names. you think ppl like you? think thrice. wait. i tink thrice also not enough. my last words to you: FUCK OFF!]

PS. sorries readers. i'm stating a fact. if u knew him, guess u'll say the same thang too. =o]

HEE did TODAY!

AH! MY HAIR!

2004-10-30T22:54:00.000-07:00

YAY! my house com is in stable condition! hahas! YAY!

eh. 3 dayyyysss le.. SAD

just got a haircut. now i look toot toot one. DAMN. but nvm. at least i'll blend in with my new nerdy class. HEE.

4n2 PLEASE?

2004-10-29T03:02:00.000-07:00

hais. got my report book yesterday. before i collected it, ms tan. [thee hay-hairr] told us that we're streaming again this year. NO FAIR! how can she inform us only till NOW? hais. now i'm stuck with 99% of nerds for my next yr class. HAIS! but, to look on the brighter side, i have amelia and z0o.

BYE: fir and siti.

EH. today went to z0o's house. before that we all were at sk0ol. we had the stupid deepavali and hari raya celebration. guess how boring was tt? VERY. hais. MAN. today isnt my day.

oh yea. i ate my watermelon lolipop le. HEE. so happy. LOL! amelia gave me a peach flavour loli-pop. HEE. ate during the celebration. hahas! lala~! i got mad at amelia for not sitting next to me. LOL. but all was forgiven when she gave me the loli-pop. [hopes amelia didnt see this.]

eh. yesterday i didnt blog cause i'm stuck at ite with my mom till 8 plus to collect the report book. now i relise. MS AW ish my favourite teacher. she told my mom that i was her most WONDERFUL STUDENT. HAHAS! after all that, we went home to sleep. HEE.

i took picture of clouds today. and amelia ish bribing me to send them to her! LOL. whoops.

NO day 6!

2004-10-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

HEE! so happy. GEEz. after one sleepless night, my bloggie ish back with a NEW LAYOUT! YAY! yesterday really couldnt sleep. thanks to this. LOL. didnt want to go sk0ol today. but had no choice. my mom said to me: 'aiya, go la. take report book already then u want to go its your own choice. faster. 5.50am only.'

then she smacked my butt. i woke up with a jolt. LOL.

amelia didnt come to sk0ol till 1pm. shoik la amelia! u good. leave me all alone. LOL. to thank you for that let me tell u something. i KILLED a cockcroach. HEE. i freaked out at first. but then i smacked it as hard as possible. after 6 smacks, [yes, i counted.] the poor darling died in my hands. AWWWWW. i saved it's shit for you. EH. tomorrow give u la. HEE.

YAWNS. i alighted bus 13 in the morning. when i got up the bus, the bus gave a loud crack at the bottom. I stood still and was wondering 'is it me or is it that the bus ish too crowded?' after that incident. i have decided. to go on a strict diet. [lalala~! HELLO, LESLEE. stop lying on urself LA.] whoops. eh. nvm then. i'll TRY to go on a strict diet then.

my mom just asked me to go malalysia. [truly aisa~] HMM. should i? or should i stay in sg and head to sentosa? HMM. sentosa sounds fun-ner. HEE.

lala~! HEE talked to me today!

i'm still one the mood thing at the side. HEE. up SOOn i guess. HEE. i'll have to edit the photos first. HEE. aiya. talk TOO much le. eh.. stop here. byE! rock on FELLAS!

YAHOOOOO!

2004-10-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

hahas. my blog okies le! HEE. took me 5and a half hours. LOL. and now my butt ish sore.

nth much today just that i had so much free periods that i lost count of them. HEE. headed to my granMAMA's house today straight after skool reason being that z0o and the rest are having their fancy drill and stuff. and so, here i am sitting on this stupid chair which i'm stuck with for already. HMMM. 6 hours, re-designing my blog. HEE. so proud of myself. HEE. another achievement! LOL.

HEE didnt today. FFFFIIIVVVEEEEE.

lalala~! wish all my buds have g0od luck in their O's. HEE.

PSS. david: told u. u wont retain LA.

i'll REALLY wanna fly with YOU.

2004-10-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

everyday and everynight.
i always dream of you all by my side
oh baby everyday and everynight.
we'll last and everything gonna be alright. and i'll fly with you.
i'll fly with YOU.

hais. this song. i'll NEVER forget it. 4 days LE. have been listening to this song for like FOREVER. HMM. not all the time. was introduced to this 'techno' song. fell in love with it. LOL. listened it in china. [compared to those cheena songs there. guess which ish better?!] during my bus trips to sk0ol and BACK to skool. and even while i'm studying. hais. the only thing i could rememeber when i listen to this song ish. ish. nvm.

eh. why i'm i talking bout this song anyway? eh. wad did i do today? i played bowling with fitria at the civil service club. i suck at it tho. got a whooping 47 points at the first game. LAU YA u might say. HMM. but lady luck headed my side and i got 70 points for the second game. still LAU YA tho.

but. 'dont be too greedy.' says fitria.

eh. had our boring lessons again. all back to normal ONLY FOR THE SEC 3s. NO FAIR! hais. took pictures of moo moo today. z0o helped with the positionings. eh. pretty sick tho. tt's all i can say. HEE.

i'm just a KID. AND LIFE'S A NIGHTMARE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIS!

2004-10-22T03:20:00.000-07:00

hais. the stupid picture of my bloggies ish gone or something. gotta find one new one SOON. now on the stupid webby. damn, everything sounds stupid to me today. hais.

eh. so bored today. didnt do anything at all. i hate it. wad a boring life i lead. worst still the holidays are approaching. DAMN. i'll be stuck at home or rather my granmama's house till the holidays reach to an eND. cant wait for the next year tho.

HEE didnt say anything.

hais. tt should be all la. i'll try my best to get the background done. HMM. as soon as possible tho. HEE.

DAY FIVE NO MORE!

2004-10-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

honey i got ALOT of money. lala~! SOOOOOOOOOO happy today. HEE called! HEE.

today i skipped school. HMM. this makes me sound like a drug-addict who smokes and loves to skip school to walk around town. HEE. wait. i dont get what i mean either. LOL.

my cousin from somewhere far far FAR away. hMM. not so far. seranGOON area. HEE. now she's grabbing my trusty camera, taking of photos you ont really wanna noe. =o]

might be chilling out with her later. HEE. BYE!

FOUR. [isoy mso su ucmh.]

2004-10-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

WHITE BRACES! HEE. went for appointment today. LOL.

hais. guess u dont need me anymore. its been FOUR whole days. and i guess it just wont end with four days. but maybe FOREVER. hais.

isoy mso su ucmh.

hope u'll ever get what i mean. hais.

i ATE A BREAD ONLY. [till now.]

2004-10-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

lala~! the whole morning i ate only a miserable piece of bread. WHEE! sorries if i made a biggy out of it. LOL.

watched white chicks today. with z0o only. WHY?

amelia - a log at home.
siti - guides meeting
fitria - attending 'the-cca-who-squeezes-all-the-money-out-from-the-school-fund' BAND.

i laughed extremly loudly at the cinema. lucky those there didnt comment bout my braces glitteing in the dark.

WHEE! so happy. played uno. played heart attack. played murderer. [all using uno cards.] so MRS PRINCIPLE, now you noe wad i mean by WE'RE BORED?!

la la la LA.

2004-10-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

i've decided. to drop my singlish when i'm chatting online. HEE. no more MA, LA, LE, HE, HA, HO, HOR, FOR?

lalala~ so happy. failed two only.. cheena [told you.] and physics. my class got fuming mad when the principal anounce that our 'collect-ur-dumb-report-book' event would be held at BALESTIER ITE. you know wad?! when i heard that i wanted to spit at her chou ta face and scream at her over-toasted ear:'do YOU MEAN that we are gonna go there!? WELL, YOUR WRONG FELLA.' but back to reality, u tink i'll do tt? HMM. she even stated this with her haughty voice:'you might find course ur interested in there.' WA LAU. hands started to itch. really wanna slap her face. THIS PRINCIPAL OF MINE who also warn me of quite a few things.

1: 'oh. girl. please do NOT wear a pink hairband. it's against the school rules.' you think i'll listen? YES. she only stated pink hairband. NOW, i'm with a rainbowed-colour hairband. HEE.

2.'girl. i want you to comment on the layout of the school year book. and girl. why are you wearing a huge stud on ur ear. i was like 'HEELO. this cost me a whooping $3.90. [expensive LEH.]'

3. girl. where are you going with that shirt of yours tucked out?! and YOUR HAIR. please tie it up. i tucked in and look at her in anger. [EH. ur shirt is tucked out too. and ur hair looks exactly like a hound dog's ear. WOW. where you get that FANTASTIC~ taste from. i SO need his name card.]

overall. she's the worst principal i've ever met. i rather like my ex principal. MRS OEI. the chio-est woman in the world. she gave me a chance to go london without my parents! hahahahahahs. but sadly. everyone calls her penguin. [EH. and SADLY TO SAY. i call her that too. HEE.]

scholl went fine today. but was pretty boring. not the type of 'i dont wanna study anymore' borebom. but the 'I HAVE NTH TO DO BUT PLAY UNO CARDS' boredom. EH. i WANT EXAMS! HEE.

HEE DIDNT today. =o[

BYE SAD BASTARD.

2004-10-16T22:36:00.000-07:00

AWW. yesterday i regretted so much. all thanks to this dumb ass, me, to put my phone on silent mode. WHY did i?

A FUCKING SAD BASTARD COULDNT STOP IRRITATING ME.

when i checked my phone again, IT WAS HEE. DAMN. i shouldnt put it in silent mood at all. hais. sorries tt i didnt reply yesterday. HEE.

let me ASK YOU fellas out there. would u get MAD with a fucking pimp who calls you a bastard for no practical reason?

well, i WOULD.

i decide not to bother bout it anymore. on what happen and the SAD BASTARD. POOF! his off from the chapters of my life. BYE!

helped my mama to mop and sweep the floor. so proud of myself. LOL. HEE. since exams are OVER, i get to watch the telly 24-7. HEE. CARTOOOON! HERE I COME! MUAHAHAHA.

to HEE: i long to hear ur voice. =oX

HEE DID! HEE DID!

2004-10-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

YAY!! HEE DID! LOL. imma HAPPY!

2 fail subjects.

2004-10-15T03:34:00.000-07:00

AWWW. i failed two subjects in total. SAD. physics and cheena [most probably.haben check the paper yet. LOL.]

eh. so SAD. HEE didnt today.

enlgish got band 3
maths band 5
cheena. U LA
art band 3
comm. science band 5
humans band 5

DAMN. this ish bad. hais.

went to ikea today. go walk walk. BUT. didnt buy a thing. LOL. i starved for 5 hours today. buay tahan. LOL. cause i went out with fir, z0o and siti. i drink water also must turn the other way then can drink peacefully. OR ELSE. they will YELL:

LESLEE! STOP TEMPTING US. LEE:whoops.

by the time we reach boon keng, i headed to kfc to buy a meal and tapau home. LUCKY we dont live in the same house. LOL. =o]

webby almost donE!!!!! i think.

HEE.

2004-10-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

so happy! LOL. i went to war memorial park today. hEE. so fun. with z0o and fir. hEE. then all went to raffles city to hang around with our favourite. CARAMEL frappacino. HEE.

lala~! webby would be done soon. SO HAPPY! hahahs.

TODAY HE TALKED TO ME!!!! YAY!! hahahahahahahahas.

eh.. got my results today. [partly.] not really wad i expected. hais

ENGLISH: paper 1= 44/60 +PASS
MATHS: 58/100 +PASS
CHEENA: haben. [sure fail one LA.]
PHYSICS: 19/50 HEE. +FAIL
CHEMISTRY:
GEOGRAPHY:28/50 +PASS
SOCIAL STUDIES: haben.
ART: 50/80 +PASS

WEBBIE!

2004-10-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

ZZZZ. made a webby today again. HEE. not ready yet. so hold ur horses. when it's out. i'll TELL. HEE.

nam chuin lost his phone yesterday. hope he finds his phone soon. good luck yea MatEy! HEE. lalala~

baq to skool tomorrow. see all those biatches and sluts once again. whoops. but best of ALL, i'll be able to see clique-FIVE. HEE. HMM... no homework rite?

SAD. it's been two WHOLE DAYS. haiz. when will this STOP?! EEP.

listening to: baby it's you
singing: shadows -ashlee simpson

tell ME.

2004-10-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

hais. why doest such things always happen to me. i'm suppose to be in a 'yay-lets-go-play! mood. but all thanks to you. i'm not able to. hais. cant you just tell me that u just wanna let go if you want to? TELL ME. i dont wanna live in this world making wild guesses. THIS SUCKS YOU KNOW THAT?

the problem is: you DONT.

TELL ME that ur still alive. TELL ME that ur still sqeezing in lousy information in ur brain. why cant you just give ME a call? OR something.. ANYTHING. TELL ME! hais.

locked up in misery.
this you dont know as i can see.
why cant we be like before?
where we used to live life exactly what we wished for.
cant you just give me a call?
are u so busy that u cant even talk to me at all?
sometimes i hate u so much
that i want to give u each tear i drop
to show u how much that i love you still
i just cant stop.

EH. sound corny. NVM. my first try. LOL.

YAY!!!!!

2004-10-12T02:48:00.000-07:00

i got my dream wallet le! HMM. a one day dream wallet. i dreamt bout it last night after i saw it yesterday at city link mall. HEE. so happy. LOL. YAY! so happy!

hahahahahs. today me and z0o went out to rock the world! headed to bouna vista to make her ez-link. THEN to jurong point. i hate it there. there's nothing for us to buy. HMM. i bought a hairband and ate delifrance there tho. HMM. not really nth after all. HEE.

soon after, we all headed to city link mall. hahas. went there just yesterday. dragged z0o there just to buy my dream wallet. HEE. YAY! LOL. ok.. i'll stop. eh. brown colour le. so nice. got abit of leather and got SECRET COMPARTMENT.

'WAH.' - quote from z0o. =o]

from all that traveling from west to central and to east, we ARE BEAT.

ZZZZZ.

loose my breath.

2004-10-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

Can you keep up?
Babyboy, make me lose my breath
bring the noise, make me lose my breath
hit me hard, make me lose my *pant pant*
Can you keep up?
Babyboy, make me lose my breath
bring the noise, make me lose my breath
hit me hard, make me lose my breath

HEE. didnt intent to revise for my cheena. cause i know i'm hopeless in that subject. but when i heard this rapper rap this song: learn chinese , i hit the notes. i just couldnt stand it when the rapper starts repeating the same statement: learn chinese yo, learn chinese. LOL. this phrase really made me very guilty. but it doesnt make any difference if i study or not. cause when i heard that song, it was already half an hour before the paper start. DAMN.

after my cheena paper, [not really an exam tho. hahas. i was staring into space for 1h15min. LOL. the paper was 1h30min long. LOL. HEE.]we all headed to esplanade. then to the merlion park. then to fullerton hotel. then back to esplanade. then to city link mall. then to raffles place. hahas. drank caramel frappacino [ish tt how's it spelt? HMM. aiya. heck la. =x] then we ate our late lunch at burger king.

at bout 4:30 we all headed to suntec and board bus 133. very packed tho. hahas. i dont know why tho. so many ppl were staring at me on the bus. LOL. found out from fitria that i sang too lou on the bus. LOL. whoops. hahahs.

YAY! last paper le! HEE. lets play play play!!! =o]

Oohh...
I put it right there, made it easy for you to get to
now you wanna act like you don't know what to do
after I done done everything that you asked me
grabbed you, grind you, liked you, tried you
moved so fast, baby now i can't find you
Oohh...
I'm startin' to believe that I'm way too much for you
all that talk but it seems like you can't come through
all them lines like you could satisfy me
now I see where believing you got me
gave you the wheel but you can't drive me

HAPPY BURTHDAY RUBBER DUCKIE!

2004-10-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

HEE. sorries i forgot. HEE. whoops. to make me feel more guilty, u remebered mine! AH! sorries. sorries. a zillion alpologies to you. =o] forgive me kies? HEE. and dont worry i'll get u the present you wanted:

HOT PINK THONGS =o] HEE.

oh yea. your song:
happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to YoOoUuU, happy birthday to rubber duckie, happy birthday to youUUuuu.

PSS. eh.. if u want live one call me. LOL. but dont blame me if u go deaf all of the sudden. HEE. =o]

lalala~! this corrupted computer would be reformatted soon! yay! HEE. so happy yesterday. HEE. lala~! [06:28:18] hahahahs! LOL. not going say wad actually happen tho. =oX HEE.

lala~! tomorrow would be my cheena exam. damn. i hope time fly pass so fast that i dont even know i had taken the exam. but from wad i see, its slow. damn.

this morning i saw a show on apes. thanks to that program, it refreshes my mind of my stupid cheena name. chen xin xin. -_-" damn.

GOOD luck for those who are taking their Oh oh oh Oo's in three weeks time. HEE. =o]

SO HAPPY!

2004-10-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

hahahahahs. i'm in good mood toay!! HEE.. lala~! thanks to you! you. you. YOU!

lalal~! brought two cammies today to school. HEE. took pictures of pigeons, plants and grass. cool huh? HEE.

aWW. my eyes bags are getting from bad to worst. getting blacker and blacker everyday. isnt 9 to 5.45 enough? HMM. guess not. i'll go try sleep at 7.30 tonight then. HEE.

lalala~! so happy! HEE. sorries. i'm mad today. hahahs. lalal~! my digi cam card full AGAIN. AWW. gotta buy a new one which can store more memory. HEE. BUT. sadly, no CASH. i'm broke. i'm penniless. HELP! hahas

so happy! LOL. pokies. i'll stop repeating it over and over again. LOL. hahas.

eye.BAGS

2004-10-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

hahahs. i'm in good mood todaY! in VERY GOOD MOOD.. hahahs. thanks to YOU! =o]

hahas. brought my two cammies to skool. my bao beis. HEE. lalal~! took a pictures of pigeons, plants and glass. cool huh? LOL. hahahahahs. sorries. i'm mad today. LOL.

my eyes bags are getting from bad to worst. they are like black now. shit. not enough sleep. ish 9 to 5.45 enough. i though so wad. weird. nvm. i'll sleep at 7.30 today. =o]

my com science paper screwed my brains off. didnt know how to do almost 50% of each paper. DIE. lOL. nvm la.. like i said before, i'm retaining! HEE.

cant wait for christmas chalet. if there's one like years before. HEE. i wanna go get a sun burn! then i'll be able to peel my skin off in front of zoo while having lessons! WAH. sweet memories. hahas. [gosh. exams not even over yet. and i'm sitting day-dreaming bout the future. *slaps own face*

lala~! my digi cam card full le. sad. gotta buy a better memory card. NO CASH. DAMN. lala~! i'm so happy! WHEE! hahahaha. lelele. kekeke. heheheeheh. wheewheewhee. HEE. =o]

10 marks.

2004-10-05T02:55:00.000-07:00

hais. SEE la. i'm in g0od mood today. but the rest online arent. all so moody. NO FUN. hais.

brought TWO cams today! hahas.. one antique type onE digital. i declare both of them as my baobai from now onwards. HEE. t0ok picture around my school. eh.. sounds pretty boring eh? LOL. took flowers, one pathetic millipede an the longkang. LOL.

i'm retaining. its confirmed.

today maths paper 1 was DIFFICULT. i guess i've already lost 10 marks. thanks to the one an a half hour limit. hais. 10 marks le. haix.. social studies paper? GONE CASE LE. although there's no 'write less than 400 words' limit, i wrote so much on crap. things that doesnt relate to the qns at all. hais. DIE DIE DIE!!!!

wanna know why i'm in good mood today? hahas. =oX [pSS. if ur clever enough, u'll know.] LOL. =o]

hais

2004-10-04T02:11:00.000-07:00

hais. why didnt u reply? hais.

to: 'you know who out' there.

2004-10-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

hais. where are you? i miss you so much. hais.

800 words.

2004-10-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

When I wake up in the mornin’ love,
And the sunlight hurts my eyes,
Then somethin’ with out warnin’ love,
Bears heavy on my mind

haix. WHY my hands have to be so itchy? WHY? why cant i stop writing that stupid compo? WHY? an 800 word essay. if mr low doesnt want to mark it, i'll have to retain. it happened to rosila before. hais. i am scared and afraid. my brain had flashes of me retaining with those chau ah lians from sec 2. haix. this freaks me! i am scared! HELP! hais. hais. HAIS!

hais. sorries for not add a entry for so long. thanks to my beloved father. he forbids me to do this or that. luckily, he's off to buy a car for my brother. for this week, today ish the only day i had pure freedom. FREEDOM IS MINE!

watched dodgeball today. lots of balls to see. including men with sexy six-packs. z0o and me were there screaming with laugther and whenever we saw this feller called ME-SHELL, with the sexiest 6 packs, we will start repeating OMG OMG OMG non-stop. LOL. so sexay sia. but he's BLACK. SAD.

those days before today clique*5 studied at the library outside. HMM. not really study though. we played. i sang so loud that fitria could hear me a mile away. that answers why people were looking at me strangly. LOL.

I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. HAIS.

It's a lovely day, just got paid,
Stack it up, be on my way,
Lovely day, lovely day,
Lovely day, lovely day,
It's a lovely day, just got paid,
Stack it up, be on my way,
Lovely day, lovely day,
Lovely day

AWWW

2004-09-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

I MISS HIM MORE THAN EVER.

mama and papa are BACK.

2004-09-27T02:37:00.000-07:00

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz its your time
Time to fly

my parents are back from from their vacation. HEE. hope they didnt buy anything for me. LOL. lala~! went to chngi airport with z0o today. enjoyed ourselves. HEE. ate popeye. hahas.

I MISS HIM.

my com at home was shewed up by a virus. everytime i wanna check my e-mails, a thingy would pop up and surfing through explorer would be so slow that i almost fell asleep once. same goes for msn. hais.

today social studies lesson for me was nap time. my eye were half shut. looking at her[ms tan] 'hay-looking' hair, it reminds me of terence, the famous horse from my school. HEE.

didnt sing the shake it song today. SAD. =o[

In a moment
Everything can change

BOO.HOO

2004-09-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

Do you remember girl I was the one that gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

i was alomst in the urge of sleeping when the bus jerked. the bus was soon to arrive my stop at still road. at the wee hours in the morning, i was alarmed by my boring alarm tone from my handphone. got up and headed striaght to school to meet z0o.

meet up with her and both headed to mac for breakfast. while gossiping bout people [whoops.] and enjoying our cold breakfast, we found out that we where late for maths class.

we dashed back.

did lots of maths. me and z0o were the fist ones to finish. then we all went to marine parade library.

sounds abit draggy eh?ok. to cut things short, i'll just add a final sentence:

MY BACK ACHED. THANKS TO THE LOUSY CHAIR I WAS SITTING IN CLASS.

or maybe TWO sentences. HEE.

Yes I remember boy cause after we kissed
I can only think about you’re lips
Yes I remember boy the moment I knew
You were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name
I was there and you were my baby

these words are MY OWN.

2004-09-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

Threw some chords together, the combination D-E-F
Its who I am, its what I do, and I was gonna lay it down for you
I tried to focus my attention, but I feel so A-D-E
I need some help, some inspiration, but its not coming easily

yawns. veh tired. my dads' back. sad. no more freedom. gotta go home straight away and stuff. haix. BUT...

HE's going back to shanghai at the 8th.

not tt i detest my dad. but sometimes he's treating me t0o strictly. no this no that. unlike my mom, he controls me. ask me to study i have to obey him. if i dont, i get scoldings. my mom asked me to tolerate him at times. cause his work is already stressful enough. lalala~!

i'm gonna be free this weekend! YAY! my parents are going overseas. HEE. wonder z0o or fitria would like to head on out and study. HEE. lala~

reached gran's house so early today. both my cousin and granma was shocked. -_-" they asked me whether i was sick or something. sad. am i that always late? HmM..

I love you I love you, thats all i got to say
cant think of a better way, and thats all i got to say
I love you, is that ok?

YAWNS.

2004-09-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

today i was angry with his guy who has a girl name, wei li. that fucknut. i didnt know him. ginny introduced him to me. i was least bothered. hahas.

first thing i wanted to do was to just walk away. he bloody fucking face ish making my appetite full. but decided not to. instead i asked him before he introduced himself: WHY ISH YR NAME like a GIRL'S? and WHEE. tt hit the spot. he got really pissed and scolded me fuck my mom.

He's gonna get it. this has nth to do with my mom ARSE HOLE.

wanted to kick his flat stinky ass off. but decided not to waste my conserved energy. so i screamed back: U FUCKNUT! U AINT NO BETTER THAN MY MOM'S ASS. GO FUCK UR OWN, HIDEOUS FUCKER!

oh yea.. sorry for the profanity. =o]

i saw adrian today at boon keng mrt staion. HEE. so handsome. but he's short. SAD. LOL. his braces are still as shiny as every. LOL.

me, ginny, fir and z0o headed to mac after we did our art pieces after skool. oh yea.. i sang [again.] during art class.. hahas.. the teacher asked me to go to the music room. hahas. after we headed to mac, we all headed home. YAWNS.

lalala~! i miss him s0o0o0o0o0o much. hais.

EGGHEAD.

2004-09-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

one more thing. i hate copy cats. it sucks. you know wad? ever since i wore a pink hairband, gina, yin zhi and matilda wore one too. and ever since i cut short my hair, amy, yue zhu, ginny and many more followed. when i wore green braces, ryan and some others [dont know their name. HEE.] wore green ones too! ARGH! so i have DECIDED.

to go egghead.

when i have finally decided to lose all my hair, i'll jusy wear a RED hairband wiht my BEAUTIFUL egghead. and that's what i call STYLE. no imitations. =) HEE.

2004-09-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

from tomorrow onwards: i wont be using my phone till the end of exams. my phone bill was a bomb for me. =o[

2004-09-20T03:15:00.000-07:00

hahas. back to hypA mood. not sure why. z0o tinks i'm crazy today. i sang plenty of songs today. during maths class [sang so loud. mostly ALL got irritated. LOL], cheena claSs, social studies [and THATS the only time when everyone told me that i sang AT THE RIGHT TIME. LOL.]

lalala~!

HEE. headed to mac at city all that area again. went with zuhairah. [chio bu le.] wanna see her chio face please come to mac and see her. i'll do u a favor by hiding my hideous face at the cleaner's store. LOL.

HE SMSED ME TODAY! WHEE! YEEEHAA! YIPEE! i was over the shining moon.

yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya. . ok. i'll stop. =o)

2004-09-18T02:44:00.000-07:00

revising chem was a failure. lets not go into it. =)

those gory pictures i saw yesterday have decided to stay stagnent in my mind. DAMN. i can remember every detail of those pictures. blood gushing wounds, floors covered and smeared with blood, splatter of blood surrounding the area in the picture and DEAD PEOPLE. comment: EEEEEEEEWWW!

hais. i need to push my concentration to hitting the books. WHY only when the exams are over then i'll bother to study? WHY is there such things as EXAMS? WHY stupid things happen during my exams? WHY. . .

WHY is there pain in everyone's hearts? DAMN.

HELLo to the person i'm refering out there. WHERE are u? ARE u still alive? do u STILL bother bout me? PLEASE tell ME ur still somewhere in this cruel world.

GORY. part ||

2004-09-18T02:19:00.000-07:00

revising chem was terrible. lets not go into it.

WORKing at the car-wash! lalalala~ whoops.

decided to type another entry. why? cause i have NOTHING BETTER TO DO. HEE. oh yea, my budget week was successful. spend less than a dollar one day. hmm.. it's sheer torture though. i didnt get to eat during recess and stuff. thnaks to z0o and amelia, they shared some with me. HEE. YAY!

till now. those gory pictures i saw yesterday at cantonent still stays stagnent in my mind. couldnt forget any of it. DAMN. the blood was...EEEEWW. nicholas even showed us methods on how to slaughter a target. learnt quite abit. HEE. HEE. HEE!

didnt really did much today. 'mugged' thru-out the whole day. hais. what a failure i am. i am a failure. a TOTAL failure. okies. i'll stop down-trodding myself.

i MISS HIM. every second pass ish sheer torture. TELL ME if ur're still ALIVE! ARGH!!

POKIES.

2004-09-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

i'm suppose to do my chemistry revision now. but i got to let this off my chest now. hais.

POKIES.

damn. i haven been talking to him lately. hmm. 3 days in fact. sad. SADNESS. i want to see him again. let alone TALK to him. but i doubt i can. hais. why does this type of things occur at the time where i got to hit the books?! very unfair to me though. this type of situation had already occured to me 5 times already. i cant take this torture anymore.

DAMN.

so far, me chem revision hasnt been quite effective. i need a study group. i need noise. LOL. even with the radio blasting, i still find it too quiet. hais. really want to go to the airport now to study though. la la la la~

gotta mug. i really gotta mug. guess i'll go mug now. since i've typed down what ever i wana say. HEE.

oFF to MUGing.

GORY.

2004-09-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

today was fun FuN FUN! hahas. when to cantoment [outram.] police hQ today after school. was there for a talk. quite fun though. the sir told us NOT to join illegal society and stuff.. the best part was, we were forced to see gory photos of when some innocent people are killed, slaugthered, whacked. blood was everywhere in the picture. the wounds are godly red. everything was in disorder.

gory i tell you.GORY.

althought the picture content was awfully disgusting, we laughed through out. LOL. one victim looked exactly like luqman. one [a skeleton.] looked exactly like faizal. LOL. saw may Lwin and diana there though. both from beatty secondary. missed them so much in fact. at last we're able to meet. HEE.

after the talk, [bout 4.45pm] amelia, me, shi wei and jacq headed to plaza singapura to window shop. wait. we didnt really window shop. we just hanged around shops talking bout pratically everything. from boyfriends to toilets. HEE. ate chicken rice at the food court at level 4 [i guess.] then all headed home.

i met charlie on the bus tho. LOL. i smiled at him and smiled back.

my mom lectured me when i reached my gran's house soon after. was asked why i was so latehome. i said: the talk ended at 6.30pm. =x

89.damn.

2004-09-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

WHEE. i got new 'darling' le. LOL. he's name is DAvid. hahas. he's a veh funny person. i swore to myself. he'll only be my lao gong. one only. cannot look for more already. sad. LOL.

sad. he didnt sms me today. haiz.

sadness. my back hurts terribly today. had pe. then we're FORCED to build a pyramid with ur bodies. LOL. rosila and z0o[THEY ARE HEAVY.] climbed on t0p of me. i controlled at FIRST. but when rosila clenched my NECK, i felt uneasy all over.[so itchy. LOL.] i started screaming. screamed so loud till most of the people surrounding me stop doing what their doing. LOL. they both then collasped on my back then i screamed even loudER. could take it. my back is already tilted 3 degrees to the left. i guess that just made it worst. damn. and OH YEA. fidaOOZE touched my finger. LOL.

after school i headed to the civil service club to play bowling got a score of 61 then 89. great 'improvement' u might think. played with z0o, me, jameson, jojin, mengket[turtle LEE.] i ranked in 2nd! WHEE! HEE.

i STILL miss you. but do u know that?

I DOUBT SO.

2004-09-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

MY hand. =]

DEAD MEAT talking LIVE.

2004-09-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

during lessons i almost fell asleep, thanks to the stormy weather. so shiok. sitting next to the window isnt such a bad idea after all. hee. i used to detest it so much all thanks to the stinky garbage truck entering our school almost daily. can hardly tolerate the awful fragrance.

school life has been really hit me hard on the back now. all my friends are mugging everyday. while i'm the only one there totally stressed free, looking around for something/someone to play with. i gotta concentrate soon. if this carries on, i'm dead meat. REAL dead meat.

z0o, fir and meE when to bishan. was approached by a lady in her twenties. she shocked us by cutting in our engrossed conversation by screaming 'HI. WOULD U LIKE A SAMPLE?' damn. that totally sent us a shiver down our spine. we delcined her offer though. AWW. sad. but u scare the hell out of us FIRST.

bought nacho-chips at GV. was'nt really enjoying it cause we didnt watch a movie with it. sad. but soon after we found a tv from best? [was it?] tt featured a movie. awfully disgusting. so disgusting tt we headed to the toilet the next moment.

i gotta mug so soon. or else... like i said. i'll be DEAD MEAT.

2004-09-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

wrong-addiction013.blogspot.com
get in and start ROCKing.

WHEE!

2004-09-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

say hello to my new blog. heez.. got bored of my d-x layout. so decided to change for a new look. wh0ops. sorries for all tt trouble which i asked u to help me edit in d-x, dray. Hee.. =P this layout took me a whooping 3 hrs to do. aint easy u noe. gotta change the colour and stuff. hee.

AWWWWWWW

my butt hurts now.. guess sitting at the stool isnt such a good idea after all.